My cloud has a silver lining, I love everything that I see.

hahaha

2009-02-23T14:08:22Z

Oh....

2008-08-01T06:47:05Z

Wisdom teeth. I barely knew thee. Now you are gone forever and I literally have holes from where you left me.

I hate this lol

superslavegirl @ 2008-07-14T11:02:00

2008-07-14T15:03:36Z

Sometimes Im so pathetic... :s

If you use MSN or hotmail!

2008-06-29T14:42:56Z

I donate to the Humane Society and UNICEF. :)

Representin'

2008-06-29T14:07:29Z

America deserves this... for real. Let us let America move on to the next page. Where we should be.

Also, because I do not want to die before I get out of the military... I am a one of a kind McCain hater.

Me

2008-06-29T13:41:19Z

I can really disappoint myself sometimes... Does anyone else do that on a regular basis? Like who am I that I can make myself so mad at ME? I should know what I want more than anyone! It's always so ironic...

Life is hard guys. Hardest thing I will ever do. Besided find a husband evidentally. lol

I need to spend some more time with myself. You know... like actually listening to myself.

On that note... I WILL be going to India sometime soon. Hows that for listening to myself :)

It could all be so simple(the pain the pain the pain)
but you'd rather make it hard
loving you is like a battle
and we both end up with scars
tell me, who i have to be
to get some reciprocity
see, no one loves you more than me
and no one ever will

is this just a silly game
that forces you to act this way
forces you to scream my name
then pretend that you can't stay
tell me, who i have to be
to get some reciprocity
See no one loves you more than me
and no one ever will.

No matter how i think we grow
you always seem to let me know
it ain't workin'
it ain't workin' (No, it ain't workin)
and when i try to walk away
you hurt yourself to make me stay
this is crazy (this is crazy)
oh this is crazy (this is crazy)

i keep letting you back in
how can i explain myself
as painful as this thing has been
i just can't be with no one else
see i know what we've got to do
you let go and i'll let go too
cause no one's hurt me more than you
and no one ever will

No matter how I think we grow
you always seem to let me know
it ain't workin' (it ain't workin)
it ain't workin'
And when i try to walk away
you hurt yourself to make me stay
This is crazy (This is crazy)
Oh this is crazy (this is crazy)

care for me, care for me (care)
i know you care for me
there for me there for me (there)
said you'd be there for me
cry for me cry for me (cry)
you said you'd die for me
give to me give to me (give)
why won't you live for me.

Korea

2008-06-21T21:53:24Z

I am here.... I start my one year on monday. I missed Korean food and korean drivers and korean phones.

I have a cell phone number if anyone feels like making an international call. It is 010-8698-4688 I know its weird. 8 digit numbers? WTF? But I promise you that it is the least backwards thing in Korea.

I keep waking up at 3 in the morning. :(

Old School...

2008-05-29T02:06:05Z

SO! I am moving to Korea for one year. Exciting. I just hope I have time to travel while Im there.

I am home for awhile. 28 days to be exact (what a stupid number) Life is not that exciting in Yale. Or port huron for that matter.

I am going to STUDY CHINESE MEDICINE! That is my calling. I am so excited! I am looking into this school in North Carolina called Jung Tao School of Classic Chinese Medicine. Im bummed it is in N.C. though. I hate the south. (forgive me) I love Cali. So maybe Ill find one there instead.

my life still feels like it is on hold for the next 4 years. Ill try and fix that. Im starting to study Tai Chi. I think it will be important for my career.

My boyfriend is leaving for Korea before I do. I am so glad he will be there with me. I hope everything goes well with us there. I will need him more than ever. ALMOST 2 YEARS FOR US!!! Thats a huge accomplishment. Well, for me. He is so smart and such a great help.

I am so sick. Michigans weather sucks.

This is my boyfriend Douglas. While we were in Korea. No hes not Korean. Hes half chinese half japanese. 100% American.

For the undying love for LJ

2007-09-15T13:53:30Z

Im in korea for a foriegn exchange program right now. Its amazing. I love it here.

Its almost one year for Douglas and I. Making it the longest most amazing relationship I have ever had.

pictures on myspace but later I will put a few here. For anyone who cares...

Well...

2007-07-19T01:59:37Z

I havent posted in awhile... so here it goes.

I am going to Korea for one month FOR FREE... Im staying with host family and I will be taking some classes too. :) I got selected as one of the 5 out of 30! I guess knowing korean well does sort of pay off. I'm pretty much really excited.

Its been awhile

2007-01-16T01:43:19Z

SO! I HATE KOREAN! ITS SO RIDICULOUSLY HARD! But all in all I am doing good in it.

I am seriously in love but it will not last that long probably.

I made changes though. I'm sure it for the best.

Home sweet home?

2006-12-30T08:50:59Z

So being home isn't that bad. Except that my "boyfriend" or lover or whatever you can call him is in HAWAII. Ugh. How upsetting.

I fuck things up hardcore allllll the time. F word. I think I will go to church this sunday.

So back to cali on the 4th. "going goin back back to cali cali." I hate that song...

I get to take my lil bro and lil sis out tomara. I feel like I wasted alot of time here.

SLEEP! ZZzzzZZZzzz

superslavegirl @ 2006-11-01T00:04:00

2006-11-01T00:04:10Z

So, John turned into a major dick... go figure the military would do that to someone.

I couldn't help but meet a new boy. Shit. This one is better though. I can tell. Plus, I dont need him so its good like that too. Know what I like about him? He has everything that every other guy doesn't... (namely just boys that I date) He is smart, funny, understands and appreciates me, and most importantly super super hott. (ok so maybe I got that a little mixed up) Either way... I would like to think I deserve a good one this time.

Sun is Shining the weather is sweet now.

2006-10-23T00:58:24Z

It is almost time for surfing season!!!

The waves were amazing and the sun was shining. I got a nice tan and Im starting to get a nice body back again. Life is good in Cali but only on the weekends when I am a civilian.

Other than that. BIG BIG BIG test on wednesday followed by another test on thursday. THEN!!!!!!

Life is starting to pay off. But only a little.

Culture

2006-09-08T03:43:02Z

I have taken up a new hobby... Korean fan dancing.

but I am not a little asian girl. Just a half mexican one.

superslavegirl @ 2006-08-31T20:38:00

2006-09-01T03:42:32Z

hooray for 4 day weekends in the military!

with nothing to do...

I start real Korean class next week... hell starts here.

Lets pretend we dont exist; Lets pretend we're in Antarctica.

For my own amusement...

2006-08-22T23:35:20Z

Random Fact:It is illegal to own a red car in Shanghai, China.

Also, it takes 6 months to build a rolls royce... and 13 hours to build a toyota.

astrology and sorts...

2006-08-19T20:58:55Z

You may feel that your life is full of uninteresting people. They are all alike and fit perfectly in our conservative society. But you don't want to be like them and would rather meet uncanny individuals, people who differ from most of us. They are not far away from you. You just need to look for them.

Why thank you random astrologer. Thanks for that. (what is the html for sarcasm?)

EDAOUFDYPWYFLG@!!!*(#DD$QEQ

Just another beautiful day....

2006-08-17T02:16:20Z

So, I just fucking suck at life. I like it that way too.

Because then, I don't have to have a reason for stupid shit that I do. Its just typical of Tina.

So there.

fuck.

superslavegirl @ 2006-08-13T13:06:00

2006-08-13T20:05:19Z

I talked to John today for an hour... but unfortunantely it just sucked. I am still not happy. I still feel alone.

I talked to God. He might not be listening...

My family needs help, my boyfriend is being brainwashed, and I have no time for anything but work.

By the time I get to come home I wonder what life will be like.

superslavegirl @ 2006-08-01T18:05:00

2006-08-02T01:06:00Z

Sad Songs, Long letters, Months on End, Random Dreams, Empty Thoughts, Endless Amounts of Love, Distractions, Frustrations, Hopes Beyond Compare, Sporatic Mood-swings, followed by more continuous love.

Coldplay- Message

2006-07-31T00:46:55Z

My song is love
Love to the lovely song
And it goes on
You don't have to be alone
Your heavy heart
Is made of stone
And it's so hard to see you clearly
You don't have to be on your own
You don't have to be on your own

And I'm not gonna take it back
And I'm not gonna say I don't mean that
You're a target that I'm aiming at
Take my message home

My song is love
My song is love, unknown
But I'm on fire for you, clearly
You don't have to be alone
You don't have to be on your own

And I'm not gonna take it back
Oh I'm not gonna say I don't mean that
You're a target that I'm aiming at
And I'm nothing on my own
Got to get that message home

And I'm not gonna stand and wait
Not gonna be there until it's much too late
On a platform I'm gonna stand and say
That I'm nothing on my own
And I love you, please come home

And my song is love, is love unknown
And I've got to get that message home

superslavegirl @ 2006-07-26T12:58:00

2006-07-26T19:57:10Z

So, Ive established my homestead here in Monterey Cali. Which happens to be one of the most beautiful places I have ever been btw. Im waiting to start class on august 24th

I will be coming home around dec 22nd

I will also post my address here soon.

In recent news...

2006-07-23T19:27:09Z

Its off to cali at 2 am tonight.

My family just left and I cried when I wasn't supposed too. Fuck those rules. Its fine though, I didn't get caught.

Its too damn hot for a penguin to just be walkin around.

I took my mom to sea world and she liked it...

superslavegirl @ 2006-07-19T18:05:00

2006-07-19T23:15:57Z

I graduate basic in 2 days. Holy shit I never thought it would end.

Say hello to California... and soon Korea!! I love korea already.